My Nose

I've lied to you all.

To you I said I did something I never could have done.
To you I said I won something I never could have won.
To you I said I made something I never could have made.
To you I said I hate someone I couldn't ever hate.

To you I said, "I'm sorry," but I don't have any shame.
To you I said I never changed, but I was still the same.
To you I said something that I could never repeat here.
To you I said I was confident, but I still live in fear.

To you I said I loved you, but we all know that's untrue.
To you I said I hated you, but that has all changed, too.
To you I said a thousand times you'd never see it my way.
But, to me, I said, "Of course I'm not," and that's the worst thing I could say.